Dark Themed - Poems of Death - Sad Poems - Ponderous - Happy Poems - Love Poems

Alone, so Alone

A grave of dream I walk my way,
Counting the hours til I meet my day.
Alone, so alone, what can I do,
Drinking my mind away like a fool.

=^..^=

Standing Thoughts

I stood there looking down,
The swirling maze of thoughts.
not knowing why nor where,
Just an inspiration of mine.

These thoughts in my soul hurt me dearly,
I want to cry but my eyes are dry.
This planet simply ushers me away,
With no love in sight.

It has taken me so long,
I've never accomplished anything.
People just look down on me,
No friends nor family.

I want to take my life,
But I'm scared by a thought.
Where will I end,
What will become of me.

They simply stand there,
Mockingly but oh so beautiful.
This agony in my heart,
It just wont go away.

Words simply usher from my heart,
Never will I be anything.
Deeds not done nor feelings,
If only they loved me.

Now I stand here high up,
Looking down for that special moment,
And when I'm gone nobody will care,
For I was nothing to begin with...

=^..^=

An Answer

Drifting to catch an escaping dream,
My ever expanding out of body experience.
The silver string as fragile as love,
Doing this no longer shall make any sense.

Seeking an answer for the anger and despise,
Constant hurt for another pitiful state.
Slowly understanding why I have no friends,
My egoistic selfishness binds my fate.

Forever will I stay alone in this space,
Impossible once again to be accepted by them.
And when it finally becomes understood,
I shall be long gone by then...

=^..^=

Angel

And now you have it all,
A million miles from me.
High up in the sky,
Never again shall you fall.
Now I can see them spread,
Those wings that let you fly.

Forever I'll miss you,
The way you had to leave me.
Those times together,
Those times were too few.
And constantly I feared,
One way we would lose you.

But now you are gone,
Gone into the darkness.
You were so perfect,
You made me feel sore,
I shall miss your light,
As I bid you adieu.

=^..^=

Cold

A plane in this land,
All hard and cold.
A bitter feeling,
This anger untold.

Thoughts confused,
My mind blinded.
Mabey I'm not here,
But still I am dead.

I thought different,
It was hot here.
But instead desolate,
As I shiver with fear.

Religion is false,
It never nattered.
But atleast something,
A place so shattered?

Now I am alone,
Buried deep below.
I freeze here now,
My hair in this flow.

A land so cruel,
A wind so cold.
A though now dead,
In a land so old.

=^..^=

The Day I Met Her

I was living a wasted moment,
My life seemed so empty.

I would go out with my friends,
And we would drink and fall down.

It seemed like a happy time,
But it was only wasted moments.

Until the day she joined us,
I had been down for too long.

And then there she was,
And I fell completely in love.

I was bewildered and confused,
All I could sence was her presence.

I offered a drink to her,
And she nodded her approval.

The night passed so quickly,
And we had only touched the iceberg.

Then finally we had to move on,
And she asked me over to her place.

There we had the eternal pleasure,
A pleasure I might never feel again

And in the morning as I woke up,
Beside me she lay like a kitten.

And I thought how much I loved her,
Knowing I would leave soon.

And taking my stuff with me,
I stole from her loving embrace.

Walking outside in the cold,
I wept for the wasted moments...

Dark Themed - Poems of Death - Sad Poems - Ponderous - Happy Poems - Love Poems